Well, it's been a while since I've done this! For weeks now, I've had the urge to blog, to write, to express something...anything but I just haven't known where to start.
There are many reasons for this. The most prominent being that I have just been so incredibly busy in the last few months that whenever I did get five minutes to myself, I usually ended up napping accidentally!
The other reasons merge into one really. I'm not happy with my blog lately. Looking over the past few posts, I have come to the realisation that this is not how I want my little space of internet to be. I don't feel that it truly expresses me, or gives me the right kind of opportunities to explore everything I want to. Therefore, I have been reflecting on this, whilst attempting to find a solution. I feel a change is in order, and until I can find a new direction with which I am happy, I don't want to post anything.
A major reason I haven't been able to solve the issue with my blog is because I don't really know who I am or where I'm going at the moment. I have a lot of figuring out to do, and until I have done at least some of that, I don't want to right half-arsed shitty posts. Because they're not fun for anyone to read!
John Green sums up the way I am feeling quite perfectly in The Fault in Our Stars -
'My thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations'.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that until I can see a brief outline of any constellation, I'm going to be silent for a little longer. Stick with me though guys, I promise it'll be worth it.